whatever it takes.

it's one big brawl: my ego versus everyone else's ego. the result is just a whole bunch of empty broken people.

i'm having trouble with a lot of these preconcieved notions. shadows of rules and guidelines that follow us everywhere though we hardly even know it. tradition and ritual and roles and stereotypes and games and manipulation and i can't figure out where i stop and it begins.

it's all a big mess and it's just a matter of sticking it out until you've sorted it all out.