bored fuck fuck fuck
fuck bored bored

i am not me. this is obvious.

whoever the hell this is is an asshole. a stupid asshole. a stupid asshole with a shitty life who bitches and moans about how shitty life is while making great money with great benefits working with decent people while people die and suffer war.

i'm a stupid asshole. shake me till i break. destroy me so i can find new life.

rock bottom is still so far away. this is taking forever.