just hinting at the whole thing

i try to be expressive, but it only hints at the whole thing. i've accepted that part of my experience is this alienation. i'm embracing the fact that i will always be alone, but that i never really am. and it's kind of more beautiful that way. that we can all collectively chill with each other and still be such incredible strangers - such incredible intimate strangers. i'm struck by the fact that we can all just get along. i'm struck by the fact that we understand each other at all. and in such deep ways - that we can even understand these strangers. this amazing stuff.

mind you, we don't always get along.