Ruined Moment.s.

when did that happen?
where did that entire chocolate bunny go?

and when it's done, it's like it never even happen.ed.

and when it comes back to your attention, you have a hard time believing.
it ever came from you.

it's funny how we divide our lives up into chunks.
day. week. month.

when we can only ever really live in the moment.

people say.

live in the moment.

people say.

but we can only ever really live in the moment.
but we can ruin the moment.

i just ruined the moment.

'the moment'.

we ruin every moment.

'every moment' is 'the moment'.

i just ruined the moment.

a month is like this.
and i never get anything done.
we spend one to thirteen all.
it's only the beginning.
we spend eighteen to thirtiesh all.
i'll do it next month.

leaves us only about eight days to ever get anything done.

it's a wonder i get anything done at all.

that's about sixty days a year.

and a lifetime every day.
someone once told me forty four, to be exact.
but i was never one for exactitude.

someone once told me a lot of things.
but i was never one for a lot of things.

i'm one for a lot of things.

but they exist only in my memory.
without me.
what a loss.

an infinite number of moment.s.